guess what , my mum finally came back …. she started scoling me about why i finish dinner nvr place plate behind , then the dirty clothes today nvr take out. well i would if some bastard didnt start slapping me or if i didnt fucking see a HUMONGOUS termite . she totaly sided with my dad and started scolding me after she heard my dad’s part of the story. hah. i laugh. father like that , mother oso like that. die better la , lead this kinda shit life. sometimes i wonder why i still haven’t commit suicide. fear? or is it that i still have a longing in this world?  my uncle? or maybe my friends , and squadmates that i love so much. i no longer have any more motivation coming from this family , i only do it for my cca, for my friends who have been there for me and my squadmates who have beem through thick and thin with me till now since my secondary life. i dont know why other ppl have parents i oso have parents. others’ parents have a brain , they dun off Lan , they convo with their kids before do-ing anything rash whereas mine , i dun even wanna talk about it. im seriously feeling fcked up about this fckin thing and my comp currently even the bottom layer oso sot liao… i think its alr beyond hope if i dun fix soon . i think i’ll fix it either on sunday or tmr if can. haiz. FML.