what did i do wrong.. why must this happen to me T-T… what did i fckin do to deserve this… first thing when i came home , i just on my lappy only and just played around for a few mins then my dad came home and started bitchin about me keep using my comp , then i was like tch who cares. then when i watch while eating dinner the lappy low batt , then shut down. i go find charger then i go charge. then in my room i freakin found a giant termite ( queen ) and i totally freaked out… then nvm , i killed it and went to have dinner. then i kenna stomache and go toilet then i bathe l cause room got termite so after i bathe i oso dun wan go back so i sat on toilet bowl watching drama and audi-ing for 3 hours. then my father go off LAN then i freaked out. i go change and demand him go on my lan back, then he dun wan , we quarrelled and i banged the door of his room and went to my other room ( ex bed room ) and tried on my comp then i found out the screen cracked on the left , so totally cant see then i fcking started cryin , i seriously love my lappy one ok.. then later that bastard come in and slapped my mouth and then he was bitchin on how he provides for the family and how important and zai he is. i was trying to endure and keep cool and i was fighting back my tears. After an eternity of talking , he finally stop and i grabbed my stuff and entered the termite room , then he ask where the insect then i totally bursted and showed him this _l_ and slammed the door , struggling to shut it and screaming fuck bitch all throughout. then i won and mangaed to lock door and then he wanted to speak and i was like screaming “DIAM ! ” then after a while he go liao. then i think he got on back lan cause i posting now and yeah i am currently cryin like siao cause imma gonna kenna kick out of my audi fam liao , cause i just dc-ed from game and i nvr reply them or anything or re-online.. just when we were getting closer ==” then i suddenly open the com and found out my screen broke when i left my earpiece between it and the keyboard and pressed it cloes and i heard the crack sound… i was like FUCK @@@@ why lidat !!! and after crying for like i dunno how long , i suddenly thought of the one year warranty and  thought there may be a ray of hope but found out that it shud alr be over (bought during last year ITC now alr over ITC) and i was like ’ fuck ! ” AND crying and screaming , which is currently what im doing NOW except the screaming part. and god.. what i do… why !!! walao ehh la…  yeah and now i finish crying and want to sleep oso cannot cause must wait my mum come back settle the bug issue… haiz.. i give up.. i really give up/// i feel so sleepy.. i wanna sleep… Zzz…. i sad bout my lappy… cant use liao… TT^TT…. and yeah , i can actually cry alot if i wan… btw i puked abit as well.. and yeah , i think i’ll try cheer myself up by watching drama , but oh well.. dun think will work…

                                                                                  Worst day of my life,

                                                                                          POLARBEAR