ah. im sick. i wanted to. i regret it now.
i failed. i suck. i deserved it.
its was your fault. you started it.
i was enjoying my time. you had to start blaming me.
you knew i wasnt feeling well. you didn’t care.
you blamed me.
you started threatening me.
i talked back.
you hit me.
i snapped.
but yet i still cant bring myself to hate you.
why. why do we have such a bond.
if only u weren’t u.
