June 2011
1 post
xO
It’s not that I don’t wanna post yeah. It’s just that I forgot my email :O
Jun 14th
May 2011
2 posts
May 1st
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Polarbear REVIVED
May 1st
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October 2010
7 posts
Oct 20th
Oct 20th
I should go to bed. . .
funghoul: aloistrancy-: funghoul: err…. Goodnight.   YOU ARE GONNA LEAVE ME AFTER THAT?!?! NO!! GET BACK HERE AND LET ME LOVE YOU! YOU’RE RIGHT. NO ONE CHOOSES TO SLEEP WHEN THERES TUMBLR.  OMG. THE KIMONO SCENE.
Oct 20th
Oct 20th
How about some appreciation for Alois?
funghoul: So. Much. Shota. <3  - ALOIS IS AWESOME & SMEXY.
Oct 20th
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Oct 13th
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September 2010
11 posts
Due to tumblr not posting my post , i shall try...
OKAY. BASICALLY THIS IS A REPOST OF MY 2HR TRIP HOME FROM SCHOOL. I AM DUMB AND I KNOW IT. NO NEED TO TELL ME. and damn tumblr , making me write this a second time cause they only submitted the title -.- Please refer the the maps for clearer understanding of what happened (: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Okays , so i was at school , wanting to do my flash with XT and...
Sep 18th
The route home is LOOOOONG...
Sep 16th
Thats why..
See, i told you not to provoke me. See, i told you not to bother me. See, i told you not to make me angry. See, i told you to stop it. See, i did warn you. See, i tried to stop myself. See, i did do my best. See, i failed to contain it. See, see what you made me do… Look, at the pain you’ve caused me..
Sep 14th
Assholes.
THAT FUCKING EARPIECE THAT I FUCKING BOUGHT WAS WITH MY OWN FUCKING POCKET MONEY THAT I SAVED BY NOT EATING A FEW MEALS DECENTLY AND RESULTING IN GASTRIC PAIN THAT I SILENTLY ENDURED THROUGH. AND NOW U TWO BITCHES ARE GONNA CUT DOWN MY POCKET MONEY BY 4 BUCKS JUST BECAUSE I SAVED SOME MONEY AND BOUGHT MYSELF A FUCKING EARPIECE? WHAT FUCKING RIGHT DO YOU HAVE HUH ? GO AND DIE. YOU DESERVE...
Sep 14th
怠け者。
Yes. The title supposedly means SLACKER. I know i’m one. i didnt mean to be one. just, it turns out this way. Im useless therefore its better if i stay a slacker and keep out of people’s way. Sorry. Really. no, no sarcasm .
Sep 12th
reminiscence
okay, i went to re-read all my posts. ahh , good and bad memories… nvm , guess i was just bored.. still haven do my homework yet , hehehs. Yes. i am a bad BAD kid. muahahhahaha. too bad. live with it :P  anws, im gonna sleep alr , so nights :D
Sep 2nd
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Sep 2nd
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August 2010
4 posts
ah. im sick. i wanted to. i regret it now. i failed. i suck. i deserved it. its was your fault. you started it. i was enjoying my time. you had to start blaming me. you knew i wasnt feeling well. you didn’t care. you blamed me. you started threatening me. i talked back. you hit me. i snapped. but yet i still cant bring myself to hate you. why. why do we have such a bond. if only...
Aug 25th
OKAY ! SCREW THE PREVIOUS POST ! IM FUCKING HAPPY NOW ! THANKS AH GIRL ! THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS !!!! lol, im so easy to cheer up :x ANWS ! ALL THANKS TO MY YILING AH GIRL , showing me the ZAI vid of HIM singing (: YAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYYAY! UBER HIGHNESS xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD SO HAPPY THAT I DUN MIND DOING MUSIC PROJECT ! WOOTS !!!!!!                 ...
Aug 19th
WTF.
first thing that bitch did when i came home was to scream at me -.- WTF LA. say i keep calling her and nvr reply her when she called me alot of times. NOT MY FUCKING PROBLEM RIGHT. IS THAT FUCKING COCK UP PHONE KEEP CALLING RIGHT. DUMB PHONE CANT EVEN LOCK. NOT LIKE I WAN IT RIGHT. I WAN BUY NEW ONE USING MY OWN MONEY THEY DUN WAN. NOT MY PROB WHAT. FORCE ME USE A DUMB PHONE. I DUN MIND LA , IVE...
Aug 19th
-.- assholes
Aug 19th
July 2010
3 posts
the emo polarbear.
er. yeah , this weeks gonna be an emotional week -.- zzz I have no idea why but i think for this week , i’d be quite emo . and have mood swings 0-o. zomg. that scares me. but yeah. so ps if i go out of character etc and turn all rot like the lao sai i am xD ~ lawls. and i was conned of $10 today. cause some dude was like ” can you help donate to those poor poor people who have low...
Jul 21st
Jul 8th
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“One day, I’d come to realise that escapism isn’t best way out of life. It is...”
– (via knockedover) Agreed.
Jul 8th
June 2010
7 posts
T^T
today , sasori no danna died T^T sad T^T, in the end , he’d rather die than kill his grandma , cause he was reminded of his parents… zomg. it was so sad that i cried like shit. his life was actually damn pitiful. parents always leave for missions and no time to pei him plus they died when he was still young.. the ‘chi-chi’ and ‘ha-ha’ oso sad lo… the...
Jun 30th
THE HOLS ARE ENDING !!!
OMGOMGOMGOMG. the june hols’ ending ._. Okay , the hols was quite fun during the last 2 weeks xD cause at first i was totally bent on rotting at home :x anws, during this hols i started watching naruto~ WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! LOL. ok , it wasn’t THAT bad and i kinda like it now :D Hmmm , had BBQs <3 First up , UNIT BBQ ! It was tiring work :O , but fun :D well theres the ...
Jun 27th
every rose has to die: Geography Group One, atw  →
Yes, i freaking know i posted this before. (see la, go Bugis with high res cam never take photos) Yep, dedication post. Been a group since (date). Yep, pretty interesting experience. I mean, we really started out as nothing, especially with bmw. I mean we were really unfamiliar with one…
Jun 3rd
EQUALITY.
okay , first up , this is a very uninteresting post that im just gonna write about to vent my anger. 1. what is the job of a mom ? -to take care of her kid. -to take care of her family’s needs. -to do the housework. -to provide a conducive environment for her kid(s). above are what i think is the job of a mom. 2. What is the job of the kid -to study and learn skills. -to be...
Jun 2nd
GivesMeHope
knockedover: lovegivesmehope: givesmehope: Today my school had a fire drill. I was standing outside with one of the most popular football players, when a Down Syndrome girl came up to him and wanted to hold his hand b/c she was scared. Happily, he held her hand in front of all his friends back to class. His soft side in front of his boys GMH
Jun 2nd
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GivesMeHope
knockedover: lovegivesmehope: givesmehope: Today my school had a fire drill. I was standing outside with one of the most popular football players, when a Down Syndrome girl came up to him and wanted to hold his hand b/c she was scared. Happily, he held her hand in front of all his friends back to class. His soft side in front of his boys GMH
Jun 2nd
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Recently I felt like rottin. So I’m rotting now. Er… GEOG has FINALLY ended!! xD and currently it’s the hols! Okay.. I’m recently watching naruto. Dunno why. Just wanted to. Quit addictive bahhs. But some parts I just fast forward cause quite Bo Liao . Anws, I only watch till season 3 so not a lot but currently I think sasuke is more like main than naruto so it’s...
Jun 1st
April 2010
6 posts
letme-fly: The six most important words: I admit I made a mistake. The five most important words: You did a good job. The four most important words: What is your opinion? The three most important words: I love you. The two most important words: Thank You. The one most important word: We. The least important word: I
Apr 24th
Bought it xD
Okay , this post is meant to end all those posts with all those vulgarities x: Lawls, this post is basically for ne to test my new toy xD hehe , yeah , anwa , my comp was sent for repairs and it would approximately cost $500 …x-x sian….. But heng my mum share cost with me :D she paying $200 hehe , wahlao , I think my ah p shud pay lo , it’s his fault for offing the LAN which...
Apr 18th
Fuck my life 2 ....
guess what , my mum finally came back …. she started scoling me about why i finish dinner nvr place plate behind , then the dirty clothes today nvr take out. well i would if some bastard didnt start slapping me or if i didnt fucking see a HUMONGOUS termite . she totaly sided with my dad and started scolding me after she heard my dad’s part of the story. hah. i laugh. father like that ,...
Apr 9th
Fuck my life...
what did i do wrong.. why must this happen to me T-T… what did i fckin do to deserve this… first thing when i came home , i just on my lappy only and just played around for a few mins then my dad came home and started bitchin about me keep using my comp , then i was like tch who cares. then when i watch while eating dinner the lappy low batt , then shut down. i go find charger then i...
Apr 9th
very vulgar , dun see..
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK fUCK FUCK fucK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCL FUCK Fuck fuck FUCK Fuck fuCK fUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK RAWRS !
Apr 7th
tch,
walao… my parents gonna confiscate my lappy just cause i left the plates on the table cause i fkin forgot to put in kitchen ==” SIBEI LAME RIGHT?
Apr 7th
March 2010
1 post
POLARBEAR REVIVED !!!
LOl ! :D Haven’t posted since a long time , erm basically this post is a short one lurhhs , random crap and all xDD will be posting about ITC at a later time :D anws, i found out that the only time that i feel like posting is when i wanna use the mirror :x . LOls ! cause its like ( ««< ZiJin-ness ) tumblr has the “take a photo” thingy using the webcam ,...
Mar 15th
February 2010
25 posts
A Polarbear's wonderful Dream
Continuation of story : yeah , then i decided to siam , to the plumbing thing with the washroom beside , those big and scary looking machines . i went through the walk in path , past the toilets through the door . then i saw BEH mw , he was playing with some year 1 kids , i think its hide and seek . they asked if anyone knows where XX was hiding , i was afraid XX would be hurt if he hid...
Feb 15th
A Polarbear's wonderful Dream
Okay basically , the whole dream started in school canteen . : i was queueing up for drinks then [♥] was like standing in front of me >< then he just turned back and smiled at me <333 yeah , then i was like gonna go find a seat then i saw yi jia , then there was [♥]  sitting at the table beside them , for some reason i just didnt seat with them . then i dunno why but suddenly when...
Feb 15th
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !
hahahs , happy new year peeps (: have a prosperous new year man ! :D
Feb 13th
Feb 5th
325 notes
Afterwards
- I’ve decided to bear with it . yeahhs , so i guess ill continue living till he comes. I shall bear with all the sorrow and pain and wait patiently for him. i shall wait till he comes and steal me away. okay liao lo me , yeahs , i decided to not be angry liao. and just live with it.I managed to feel better after some “stuff” i did . yeah , okay liao , for people who ever...
Feb 3rd
I shall bear with it.
I shall bear with it , till that day , which i know for sure , comes . I shall bear with it , till the day comes where he will come and save me . I shall bear with it , till the one who will accept me for who i am comes . I shall bear with it , till we can finally meet . I shall bear with it , till he comes and save me from this living hell . I hope he comes before i cant bear it anymore .
Feb 3rd
FUCK LA
Okay , im UBER PISSED right now ==” I was happy doing the FCKING lantern for the chinese new year , and watching my one piece then my mum came in and asked me ” Are you a naughty kid in school? ” I was like WHAT? then she was like ” today , a teacher called me , i think its your form teacher , but im not sure . She said exams are coming , and ive decided to confiscate your...
Feb 3rd
Feb 2nd
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